Of those who were older than we—
Of many far wiser than we—” – eap
after having sex with several different partners, and i mean different, literally, different ways, and literally different, in their beings, and having
somebody someone this man make me feel so sexually erupting with energy like its the first time…or what the first time is hyped to be….
that. this. is something.
mindblown before he even gives me a mindblowing o.
when i think about the loves i lost the loves i threw away the love from him that i was too angry to hold. the love that was the purest. that filled me with the most …unfortunate sadness…for not being all he thought i was. for being so far from the great girl with the sparkling heart that he saw in me.
it just makes me sad, to think i made them/him sad.
i was always fleeting
always fleeting love
unable to be grasped
when i needed, that time, i needed it the most, a place to stand still…